I’m sitting here trying to sort out the complex mix of elation/fear/relief/anxiety. The surge of it is quite a potent thing, and it completely overwhelmed me. I managed to go see Mockingjay tonight, and that’s about it.
I have an actual book for actual sale. Okay, I’m in two others, but I’m just a small part of those. This book I wrote and published by myself. Wow.
I did it. No matter how well or poorly my book does, at least I had the guts to publish it. It’s nice to know that fear can’t make me back away from one of my dearest desires.
At least not today. Today, I’m published.